| Finally im going through life with a plan. When things get hard i just think of how they'll be and it calms me a bit. Cant wait for my 21st birthday. |
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| I wonder if she got her christmas present... |
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| So it seems like she really dosent care about anyone else. Shes totally lost interest. I think its my fault. I think when she looked back on herself when she thought i was gone and how devistated she was she got afraid and was scared to feel that way again. So she closed herself off from any and all feelings twords anyone. I guess the only thing i can say to that is that Im sorry...and that im scared too...but im stupid and i love her. I still think of her sometimes...and i still miss her most of the time. Guess its time to move past her though. Maybe ill find a nice Army girl. |
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